Pwnsome Andrew

You Know the Drill….

well fuck…its late at night again and I should probably be sleeping but instead I am writing this post because well, I really don’t know but that’s okay you guys enjoy my rants/messages don’t you? Anyways, I just wanted to let you guys know that I think I have probably fallen really hard for this girl that has constantly been on my mind since practically the day I met her, I don’t think I have ever met someone that I have related so easily with and gotten to know so easily too, well except for maybe Leakycon but you can’t really compare that to anything. Anyways back to the falling hard for this girl part of this message/rant/thingy, you see I find this to be a very interesting concept for me as an individual as I don’t ever remember feeling this way about someone previously. Sure I have had girlfriends and stuff in the past before but they have never been really serious relationships or I suppose relationships that had significant substance to them as I always felt like I was rushing into things with them, which often times turned out to be true. This time,  I feel the exact opposite, all the cute shit in relationships that people do used to drive me crazy and annoy me but this time I find that its not only enjoyable but one of my favorite parts of being with this girl. I have also noticed that before I was always very calculated with my movements and intentions, I had it made up in my mind that things needed to be a certain way but again I am nearly on the other side of the spectrum this time around, I just do what I feel is natural and it seems to just work out which is probably how this shit is supposed to work but I just never knew that.  

Anyways, this is probably getting super long and incoherent now so I will just tl;dr it for people who don’t give a fuck about reading long things.

tl;dr Andrew really likes a girl, finds that he enjoys cute shit in relationships, and feels feels that he is not used to.

This whole scenario is a like a new adventure to me, I don’t remember ever feeling like this ever, all I can help but think to myself is “don’t fuck this up Andrew” because right now I feel like I am just borrowing someone elses life, it is almost to surreal and happy to be mine, but you know what. I don’t mind at all right now and am going to enjoy it for as long as possible because that is all you ever can do.

*sigh* there I go again, there is something about Tumblr that just turns inner focus or something.

I don’t think I have felt this way before ever, yet I must say that I thoroughly enjoy the feeling. All I want to do is waste my time with you, though anytime I am with you is time well spent.

I suppose its your turn to find me.